Lately I’ve been quite busy planning my trip to Paris, a visit to my best friend for her birthday in April, my job,… Everything is so intense right now I had a headache for a week and now my body hurts because I’m always in front of my laptop without moving. At least my job is starting to get better, I’ve been on Fiverr since September and I got my first order during October and December was empty but now it’s starting to get me really busy and I might be able to start earning a good amount of money so I’m happy.
Monday 19th
Today I have to go to the doctor to show him my blood test results an ask him for some of my pills. Everybody is sick in my family except me like usual, before every school break my brother comes home sick and everybody gets sick because of him except me. For example right before Christmas he came back with the flu, my mother and sister caught it but I didn’t so I had to be a nurse for almost 2 weeks as I was the only one who wasn’t dying in my bed. That was the worst Christmas of my life obviously.
Everybody is talking really loudly today and it doesn’t help my headache so I’m using protections for ears, meaning that I can’t listen to music so I’m trying really hard to focus on what I’m doing (writing this) with setting goals. For example as long as I’m done with this article (looks more like my diary) I’m not allowed to eat, I can only drink my usual green tea.
So today I have to go to the doctor, write 2 articles and finish my book review, so yes it’s a busy day Let’s talk about the few past days: on Friday my father came to pick up my sister but I didn’t see him coming my way so I was watching a serie related to LGBTQ+ issues and he came right behind me and saw what I was watching. I closed my laptop so quickly I just hoped he didn’t say anything. He claims he isn’t homophobic but his reactions and the way he talks about LGBTQ+ issues clearly show he is so I never did my coming out to him or anybody. My mother doesn’t care and I live with her so I don’t need to say anything.
Anyways yesterday I was eating something I really love, black rice noodles with plenty of vegetables. I usually buy mixes of vegetables for asian recipes so I can use one can with my noodles so it’s quick and easy.
Today I’ll eat rice and vegetables cooked in the rice cooker, same recipe as last time, I was super lazy and I can do anything I want while it’s cooking.
By the way, I always eat in bowls and not plates because I think it’s easier for me to mix everything without spilling food everywhere and I like to hold my bowl in my hand an I can’t really do that with a plate.