Saturday 24th
Today was a busy day, finished 2 big projects in less than 6 hours and now I just want to sleep. I was so busy that I made pasta with leftover beans and tomato sauce and I ate while working. I hate those days because I know I’m working quickly but I’m so tired after and once I’m tired like that I’ll get enough rest to feel better. At least my headache disappeared.
Sunday 25th
I went to eat and spend the afternoon at my grandpa’s. I never eat a lot when I’m there, he was a hunter and while he cooks some stuff for me, it’ll never be a 100% vegan meal. So I just eat the sides, often spinach and rice. I don’t really mind, but when I go home I’m often hungry and too tired to cook. That’s why I convinced myself to start cooking when I saw it was already 21:00. I was super tired but also super hungry but mostly super tired so I chopped a zucchini, tomato and onion and cooked them with water and tomato paste and make some minestrone soup.
Monday 26th
It looks like I just can’t have a good night of sleep, I fall asleep super late and wake up around noon and I’m always tired. I thought I finally resolved my laptop’s problems but apparently not as today I still have to do a lot of technical stuff to make sure it doesn’t die. It’s only 3 years old and it’s already dying but I clearly don’t have enough money to buy a new one and I need it to work. I just don’t know what I will do when it will die.
Anyway, I’m still tired, I ate some leftover soup and as a snack I’ll probably go for a smoothie as my mother bought some fruits.
What’s sad about me is that I’m super tired, I’m always yawning but I can’t take nap. I just can’t sleep is it’s during the day, even if my room is as dark as it is during night. I don’t know why but the last time I successfully took a nap was when I was around 7 years old.
I’m thinking about what I will eat at dinner and I’m kinda craving mac & cheese so I’ll probably do that, I just need to check if I have any carrots. I tasted two types of mac & cheese, the one with nuts and the one with potatoes and carrots. I definitely prefer the one made with potatoes and carrots because the sauce is super creamy and tastes a lot more like cheese. Plus, I never managed to blend the nuts enough so it was always super chunky and didn’t taste like cheese at all.
Okay so my laptop decided that OpenOffice won’t work and always crash and delete my documents so I downloaded LibreOffice and it’s working so perfectly I think I’ll stick with it.